I'm Kris Fuller a.k.a CancerWifeNinja. My handsome husband, Ben, was diagnosed with Stage 4 Colon Cancer on Feb 26, 2020.
This is my journey, the yo-yo of hope and worry, the things we do to stay strong and hopeful, the little touch of crazy mixed with big love as we navigate this new rotten thing. I write about it because it calms me, focuses me and gives me a place to keep it all straight- the chaos in my mind can be wild, this blog is for me. But I share it because ...well, I'm a sharer.
If you've ever sat with me on a bus, you know by the second stop that my favourite colour is blue, I like my hair long, I always *thought* I was a 'dog person' but now that we have a cat (Mia Valentina) the game has changed and yes, I do have gum -and no, you don't have bad breath.
Read my BLOG to join our journey. Scroll to the VERY last one and work backwards.
Ben passed away on July 16, 2020. Too young, too sudden. My heart is broken and I miss him every day. AND Now... is the section that continues my journey as I grieve, go crazy, find laughter, and love in the midst of chaos as a young widow.